This is for all of my (although there weren’t many) ex-lovers & ex-friends. To those that I have hurt or have hurt me in the past ; I apologize or I forgive you & not because the New Year is around the corner ; but because I need to have a peace of mind knowing I have no enemies but that seems pretty impossible & unrealistic given my personality and blunt mouth.
This is for the ex-boyfriend who’s friendship I will forever cherish, the one who I shared many rough times with at an early age ; the one who knew some of my darkest secrets & never told a soul even when we split. I thank you for keeping my dirty laundry in your closet and never airing it out (sounds gross but it’s deeper than the literal meaning)
This is for the friend I lost when I lied about the way I felt toward someone & it hurt you in the end. May all of your travels end in a safe flight home & your passport be filled with stamps and mind be compacted with memories that will last a lifetime.
This is for a friend since middle school ; who has blessed me with the greatest gift beside being a mother ; although our bond isn’t what it used to be – my love for you & your growing family will never deteriorate or fade.
This is to my other half, the chocolate to my vanilla self – one of NYCs finest – who risks their life everyday ; you – sweetheart are a hero.
This is to my new friends, whom I’ve met through old friends –
The rapper, the singer, the ladies I met in college & the Halloween fighter (winks). WHERE HAVE YOU ALL BEEN ALL OF MY LIFE ?!
This is for my friend that without; life wouldn’t be the same – my most drunk and embarrassing moments are shared with you & the bond we have is indescribable, that hammer keeps spinning in my head & I still laugh thinking about it.
This is for my love – my friend & foe all in one ; the person who hurts me but tends to make it better by smiling. The one who I can see a future with because I rise above all of the absolute & utter bullshit I’ve been put through with you yet always manage to come out on top.
This is for my ray of sun ; no words can describe my feelings toward you or what this friendship has bloomed to become. you’re hard working & intelligent beyond belief ; probably one of the very few females that I can hold an intellectual conversation with. my little nerd ❤
This is for the kind sir who walks in and out of my life unexpectedly ; someone my mom absolutely adores ; yet someone who gets under my skin as much as I do for him. I wish you nothing but happiness ; as we’ve learned a while ago it can never be with one another – you are still amazing.
This is for the other friend who has walked into my life after a VERY LONG (& I stress) VERY LONG hiatus … ummm good luck with your whole situationship, no hard feelings.
This is for my Catchastar ; although we don’t always see one another ; my love for you is through the roof & past the moon – you are one of the most amazing women I know.
All of the ladies in my life are. & those few gentleman are .. well you guys are just phenomenal in every aspect.
Oh & to all of my enemies who still don’t like me after I apologized .. well you just must not love life.
xoxx – Des.